A perfect world

we all are perfect, we just don't know it yet.

To be perfect is something only you can tell yourself. Only those who aren't happy with themselves say they aren't perfect.

But those who know a bit more know that you can't rely on the worlds definition of perfect.

You have to go off of your own, and if yours is based off of anything remotely influenced then your not perfect your imitating.

Cinema II

my third music video for the college rap sensation courtney hall. Improv/viral video. Look out for the next one.

How I feel about the situation

People who decide to get married young without a stable career or assets and permanently bond their finances together with another human being because they have good sex shouldn't be picked on. That sounds like one hell of a deal to me.

Although they are committing social suicide, and ending all chances of dating another person until a divorce happens. Which means the only person they'll be able to look at or touch from the age (18,19,20) till death do them part will be their significant other who has the same deal they do.

isn't that just awesome?

On a serious note, if you somehow find someone whom you think will be able to compliment your lifestyle forever at an extremely young age. Then thats awesome and I have nothing but respect for you. But if your taking that leap, that journey into adulthood with a significant other for all the wrong reasons you won't need anyone to make fun of you. Although you will be a walking talking joke.

This isn't my first time

This isn't my first time quoting myself.

[my goal as a filmmaker is] "To introduce the world what it's introduced to me" - Rocko Seymour

Cinema

A music video I made. My second music video progress is showing =)

Premature broadcast of hatred

I saw a video today of a loved/hated young and successful pop star get hit in the head with a water bottle thats "thrown" from a person in the crowd.

I don't love justin beibers music and I don't hate it either. He's a young dude doing his thing. I'm not a 14 year old teenage girl, but I just don't understand why people feel it's necessary to make it known that they don't like something?

There are certain things you have to deal with, like if your listening to the radio you will hear pop music. If your watching national TV you will hear pop music. Now if you just bump to the tunes on your computer or on your ipod or whatever you may be using. Then how in the hell does an artist you don't like become the center of your attention.

I hope, I pray that the person who threw the bottle of water at justin beiber was a female who got turned down by him...because if some guy paid to go to a justin beiber concert just to throw a bottle of water at him. You have to question his hatred, and where it's all coming from.

I'm sorry I just dislike hate, and I'm curious as to why things like this have to happen. Why do people feel it's necessary to make hate present? to remind people that peace might not be so popular. I know it's not as major as assassinating a political figure....but it has been.

Replace the bottle with a bullet and justin beiber with ghandi or Malcom X or Martin Luther King or John F Kennedy. That shit happened. This was just a premature broadcast of hatred and it should be ridiculed.

Thank god!

Normally when people "thank the lord" or mention any type of god it's always in a moment of desperation or despair. It's never mentioned in too many positive situations. People also try to push it on to people as well and this is kinda what happens.

Picture a virgin and every time she/he hears about sex it's always mentioned after something bad i.e (oh my god I almost killed myself last night but thanks for the good sex). And then added to this people are constantly telling this virgin they need to have sex.

First and foremost it shows a lack of self control and self empowerment that you need something or someone to help you live your life and thats not exactly appealing. Furthermore the situations that are related to this "god" are rarely ever good. When I observe preachers, they sell this deity with promises of getting you out of struggles and into better places.

Now I'm not trying to sway you if you are into any type of religion, but I will say that the marketing tool of pastors and preachers is one that you'll find on the back of a self help book.

Some people like myself don't need a crutch, we don't buy self help books so I don't mention the lord as much as you do because I take care of my business.

Now when I'm carrying out gods work then I'll mention him in conjunction with good and positive things never negative.

FOOD FOR THOUGHT!

Can somebody anybody tell me why

These can kill you, they relieve stress but they can kill you, turn you into an amputee, or leave you throatless. They are perfectly legal.


These relieve your headaches, if you take 13 of these motherfuckers it'll be your last headache. Yet again perfectly legal.


This can make you aggressive, this can cause you to regurgitate. This can put you in the hospital. I've witnessed that. This is perfectly legal


This makes you carefree, relaxed, can prevent head cancer. Can be used to make an extremely cheap fabric. Has no long term effects. Causes an extreme appreciation for music, food, and aromas. Illegal for recreational use in a number of states.

Giving up on your dreams?

When you give up on your dreams your basically saying that someone else out there in the world can do what you do way better than you. This includes everything. When you give up your saying that you were unfit for the position and you had no intentions of trying hard. You allow people to confirm what they believed.

Knowing this keeps me determined, and since I've shared it, I hope it does the same for you.

Dear america

Your fucked up, Because of you my mom has to work nonstop
she never had the opportunity to talk to me about drugs as a kid
but the students at school did
they said they we're watching TV and these commercials kept talking about OTC
That stands for over the counter
small little pills that you can devour
take em you'll have fun but give it two hours
they drink alcoholic beverages and hide their sins from their parents
I had total freedom so I was definitely dared to do shit
We were watching movies with teenagers getting wasted
instead of being informed we got influenced by the shit
never fuck with heroin cause your life will be in the pits
but we know this so we continue to experiment
we're all on could 9 not a worry in our minds
upset at nothing but wondering
then my friend threw up and we all kinda got scared
but he did it out of freewill and I guess he didn't care
what I notice a lot is that the kids with home issues
use drugs and alcohol to replace memories of being abused
beat down, traumatic incidents, tragedies and verbal abuse
we're products of our environments, and these environments you have produced
I was told to give this letter to my parents and it's addressed to you.

Honesty is key darling

"A man will have more respect for a girl who doesn't lie about her sexual endeavors than a girl who does. We don't hate sluts, we hate liars. Word to my mother"
-Rocko

Whenever me and my friends gather to talk about the females in our lives the only ones who get shit are the dudes who don't know what the fuck is up with their girlfriend, or pop, or w.e we're calling females these days.

Now if your girlfriend has had sex with 5 boys in the past and she told you 3 and I know it's 5 your in trouble. You see this is where the line between freak and slut come into play.

If your girlfriend had sex with 5 boys and she told you 5 and I know it's 5 I know your dealing with an honest girl and there's nothing I can say to insult you, because you already know.

Men have absolutely no problem with dating a girl who might have been with a few guys, just don't lie about it. We want to know what we're dealing with instead of having our friends tell us.

It's like buying a car, and the dealer says it had one driver then when you show it off to your friends they start telling you a couple of their friends have had that same car. Now you feel betrayed, lied to, HURT!!!! Had the dealer told you it had 3 previous drivers you would have said "ok" and probably still bought it. But you just wanted to know.

I have met girls who flatout said "Yes I suck dick" or "My head game is crazy" I have nothing but respect for those girls because their not lying. The girls who suck dick and then lie about it those are the ones who get tormented, those are the ones dudes wind up fighting over and those are the ones who get shitted on.

If a girl walks into a room and everyone knows she's a freak and she says "Yeah I fucked a few guys" All the men in that room will shut the fuck up and just stare in amazement. They won't be able to insult this girl because she's honest with herself and she accepts what she's done. Now the girls who lie about it, we laugh at them behind their backs we talk about them constantly and as we discover the new shit they've done they become pops, sluts, jumpoffs, etc.

Girls who embrace their inner freak and are honest will be able to live carefree the girls who lie have got another thing coming.

This goes for dudes too! No exemptions

P.S I'm not saying go around telling everyone what you do, but If someone like your boyfriend or your partner or just someone your having sex with asks you just tell them. If you lie once you'll have to lie 1,000 times. I can see why a man would marry a pornstar their upfront and honest about their shit and that bleeds respect.

Enigma

In life you will be faced with challenges, they may not always be difficult and they may not always be easy. But we will all face challenges.

Enigma! Riddles that need careful thinking to solve. People will test you and you need to "take your best shot and blow them away". figuratively speaking that is.

You see those who succumb to a challenge and don't learn from it are the real losers. Those who fail but learn and try again or better yet those who don't fail at all, well those are the winners.

Life will not be easy, you can read books on how to live but it's better to just live. Live and learn. Every man dies but not every man lives. So knock those challenges out the box. Be unstoppable it's not that hard.

I'd rather die happy than live in misery

I just got accepted into my dream college. Five Towns College. I'll be studying film not analyzing it but studying how to make my own.

Some people have told me it was a "ballsy" move. Me personally I would rather be a film maker who doesn't make it.

Than to be a doctor, teacher, or a lawyer and neither of those were my passion.

I know that all of the people who have told me stories of how they didn't make it are people who didn't make the necessary strides to make it.

My mom told me a story of how she wanted to be a dancer but her mom told her "dancing isn't paying the bills" so she didn't do it. My mom didn't follow her dream so it didn't happen.

I will infact I am so to all of those who second guess pursuing their passion. I say like nike "JUST DO IT"

If anything....you'll die happy if it's something you truely love. Instead of studying something you arent interested in and getting paid to do something you dont give a shit about.

it's all crap

Well you know something, I agree and I disagree.

Since I'm an intelligent fellow I know better than to turn to the radio for meaningful music or music with some type of substance.

Music in general has always been "crap" depending on who you ask. Therefore I wouldn't talk to a 40 yr old about pop music of today. They'll always say something like "Music isn't how it used to be". Their right! If that we're the case we'd still be bumping to disco or if it were the 50's we'd still be bumping to motown or if it were the 30's we'd still be bumping to scat.

Quote me on this

"MUSIC WILL NEVER BE HOW IT USED TO BE"

It's a little something called "progression".

My mom didn't expect her mom to like salt and pepa. I don't expect my father to like jay z. It's just not happening.

To conclude, It's all crap it's just that jazz might be my fathers crap and hip hop is my crap.

Sneakerheads

A lot of people question the hobby of collecting sneakers as well as the existence of sneakerheads. If you don't know what a sneakerhead is allow me to school you.

Sneakerhead: Someone who buys exotic,exclusive, or just new kicks constantly more than your average person. They spend a good portion of their money on sneakers and are part of a community in which sneakers are traded, sold, talked about a lot, and praised.

Your mom bought you a pair of sneakers....you are not a sneakerhead. Sneakerheads go hard for their kicks. Wether it be waiting on a line, pre-ordering sneakers, of busting out the big bucks for a pair.

Sneakerheads are similar to people who collect paintings or stamps or coins or even action figures. Sneakers are art! Exotic colors and designs keep sneakerheads on the move to find the next addition to their collection. People pay millions for paintings but they shake their heads at people who spends hundreds on sneakers. They are both art pieces.

There is no difference If someone could explain to me the difference between a man who collects paintings and a sneakerhead I would give them $20.

Who said sneakers were supposed to be worn, beat up, then thrown away? Why can't a person own 20 pairs of sneakers? Where's the harm in that?

So feast your eyes on these beautiful pieces of art.

huh?

I don't eat food that I can not swallow

I don't go to movies that I can not see

I don't try to buy games that I can't play

I don't understand why women wear shoes that they can't walk in (heels)

Im upset

So I was watching Malcom X today and I decided to do some research on what happened to the men who killed him and why he was killed. 3 men assassinated Malcom X. The first one ran up to him with a shotgun and shot him. Then 2 more men ran up to his dead body and shot him 16 times. Those 3 men were sent to prison and released not long after.

John lennon was murdered by this one man. That guy is still in prison.

Why is it that this musician was killed probably by one shot and his murderer is in prison forever. But Malcom X was shot at least 17 times by 3 different men and those guys can walk?

Food for thought...

Are you sure your gay?

You can't ask someone that. It's a dumb question.

Are you sure your straight?

You would say of course because your pretty darn certain, and you feel that your right and people who aren't straight cant be sure.

Thats pretty fucked up isn't it?

There is no proper or correct sexual orientation. Most of us are straight by default because we chose to not explore other things. Thats your option your not ignorant because you don't experiment.

But you can't ask someone if they're sure that their gay without asking yourself if your sure that your straight. If you can be pretty sure that your straight then why cant someone else be pretty sure that their gay.

(I am not gay but then again thats none of your business I just had to set the record straight for the ass clowns out there)

He/She broke my heart =(

Ok ok ok ok ok,

We get it, what your experiencing is normal. Your upset, there's nothing wrong with that. If someone totally walked on your heart you have every right to be upset. It's very unfortunate though that when you are upset people are paying attention.

If you have recently gotten hurt people see that. I'm gonna speak for dudes and use the "me and her" labels. But change them as you see fit.

So I'll see a girl with her head in her hands and she's crying about how (take note) some jerk she went out with slept with her and then left her for a friend.

So now I know I can be a jerk i can sleep with her and possibly her friend =).

If the girl is smart, she will move away from guys who make the same approach as the last or try to at least avoid guys while she is vulnerable to almost anything.

and thats the problem right there, If your going to cry about something and be upset learn from the fucking situation. Don't walk into the same hole again. You only have to touch fire once to know it burns and the rest of your life you try not to touch it. Same thing should go for heartache but I am thankful that stupidity hurts in the long run. Because those girls who keep touching the fire eventually get burned out

To conclude thats why a girl may date a bunch of "bullshit" guys. or a guy may get with a girl who fucks his best friends all the time.

Every experience is a learning experience. STOP TOUCHING THE FIRE DIPSHIT

Push and Pull

People always wonder why is it that when they're single no one wants them and when they're with someone people are all over them.

The reason is this: Sometimes beauty is not in the eye of the beholder...

There's a girl in your school you probably wouldn't date. But then all of a sudden she gets a boyfriend and all of a sudden your attracted to her.

It's a little something called push and pull.

Put your two hands together. Take one hand and push the other, watch as the opposite hand just gets pushed. Then do the opposite and push your other hand.

Thats what happens when someone drifts away from you, you chase them. When they chase after you, you drift away from them.

Thats all it really is, the other guy isn't making her look good because she's still the ugly duckling you met her as. It's just that she's paying you no mind.

At the end of the day most of us are one of those hands. We're either pushing towards someone or pulling away from someone. Feel free to pull away from someone as a method to get them hooked to you, but i warn you if the guys like me you only have to tell him no once.

I'm no longer dating (insert gender here) and I'm gonna start dating (insert gender here)

WOAH!

I have such a problem with people who say things like this. Thank god stupidity hurts them in the long run.

FIRST AND FOREMOST!
It doesn't exactly matter what gender you date, it's not about gender it's a human thing. Just because a guy cheated on you that doesn't mean every single guy out there is going to cheat on you. Added to that it doesn't mean that just because you date a girl that a girl will never cheat on you.

The same relationship drama one goes through in the straight community one can experience in the gay community.

Cheating, Lying, Not calling, Starring at other people, and flirting are all HUMAN things. They are not designated to specific genders. Do not think for one second that if you date a different gender that problems will disappear. That's experimental bullshit it does not make you a respected member of the gay community in fact both straight and gay people just might shit on you for it.

If you are going to date a different gender do it because you met someone of a different gender that you want to be with, not because you think every single guy (or girl) is a vicious heartbreaker.

Sad thing about this topic is, it's not just a teenage High school drama thing I've heard adults talk like this and it's pretty damn sad.

Don't get me wrong, whatever floats your boat but some people are running straight into an iceberg.

Name dropping is obsolete !

When you name drop, your basically saying you know people who are more important than you are.

The only reason people give you attention for knowing them is because you can possibly get them access to the celebrity.

You can know all the famous people in the world but at the end of the day; You are not as famous as they are, you don't have their reputation, you don't have their money, and people will never want to meet you as bad as they want to meet them.

Try to be cool off of your own merit. I'll tell you one thing the reason you like me is not because of the "celebrities" i know. If i did know celebrities i would only mention knowing them in a scenario where something "happened"

i.e "Oh man, beyonce hooked me up with her manager and now I'm totally getting my book published"

Other than that, it doesn't matter if you know the celebrity or not like i said before, you just know someone more important than you and nobody gives a shit about you anymore just the person you know.

CUT IT OUT!

OBAMA!

so this girl said to me "if obama screws up, then no one will ever vote for a black guy again" i said impossible! white people have been fucking things up since the beginning of government and people still vote for them.

I don't favor any race in particular, i just don't think you can blame his race for the way he leads a country.

wake up!

FUCKING POTHEAD!

Allright here it goes.

(Rocko does not encourage the use or selling of marijuana and any problems with this blog should be stated at 1-800 i-dont-give-a-fuck)

FIRST OF ALL.
If you have a friend who smokes marijuana or drinks alchohol and you dont like them because of that your a fucking retard.

Lets kick the logistics, If they use those substances and it doesnt effect your friendship then you shouldnt be worried about it. Now if they use the substances and the effects it has on them somehow ruins your friendship then you can worry.

i.e they're drunk and they get angry and always want to fight but you dont like it, then fine you can tell them they should stop.

or if they get high and they always try to touch you and you dont like it then you can tell them they should stop.

BUT if they get high or drink and they're not bothering you what so ever, and they're still the same cool ass person to you, then why should you tell them to stop.

A person is only an alchoholic when it ruins their performance, a person is only a pothead if it messes up their performance. If someone is functioning and doing what they gotta do but on a free day they get high or drink. then SHUT THE FUCK UP and be quiet.

and if the only reason you know someone does a drug or drinks is because they told you, then that means what their doing doesnt effect you.

Take that ass clowns.

This goes out to anyone who lost a friend or a lover because they didnt want to kick a habit. Knowing that your habit didn't effect your perormance, friendship, or relationship. It was something you did on your own time maybe with some friends and just because someone knows you do it they want to disassociate from you. BUMMER

Costumes portray your imagination

When you wear a costume you feel comfortable.

1one reason is because no one knows who you are and whatever you do, only the costume takes responsibility. So if you rob a bank wearing a black mask the black mask did it not you. Which is why it's easier for people to do things when they're wearing a mask or face paint. They feel disguised.

Another reason, When your wearing a costume you are who you want to be.

When i was 5 or 6 i would always dress up as batman or a ninja. I always wanted to be batman, or i always wanted to be a ninja. Now that im older I dress up as a king or a prince or something of royalty because thats what i see myself as. Some females dress up as clueless cheerleaders or french maids, costumes that you may deem "slutty" (i hate that word)

The reason is, those girls want to be able to dress in ways that reveal most of their body problem is the only day society accepts people dressing in any way shape or form they like is halloween.

So i can be a king without someone questioning my motives, a girl can reveal her body without feeling strange and kids can be ninja's or superhero's.

We're just portraying our imagination.